every night since I was 13 or so, I have had lucid dreams, but, a few years ago, before I close my eyes and sleep I suddenly listen a sound, well, at first it was a sound, a scream, a slap, sometimes laughter or animal sounds, but later, the sound became words and sometimes conversations, now, those sounds let me know when the dream is going to start.
When Im already sleeping, according to my sister who sleeps in a room next to mine, I speak clearly and fluidly, sometimes other languages, and when I wake up, most times I wake up singing, hearing a song in my mind or feeling that I have been interrupted by the alarm clock and fearing something.
Sometimes my body just freezes in the middle of the night, I am awake, but I can´t move, and things feel different, quite horrible I have to say, but it happends so often taht I´ve already got used to it.
Sometimes, before sleeping, I draw, and when I do this, I feel a really good feeling in my stomach, at first I thought it was a normal feeling of happines (cuz I love drawing and painting and sculpting and, actually, singing and writing as well, pero en castellano, hablo español, auch Deutsch)
BUT, two nights ago, I concentrated that happy feeling in my stomach and felt how it came out of my body while I was lying on my bed, and it was preety strong, i saw nothing, but the feeling convinced me. Has anyone experienced any of this stuff? can anyone tell me what is happening exactly?