old timer but new here, saying hi.

I have been around the block a few times but recently came across these forums while trying to research a new part of my theories.  As a child it was a daily occurrence for me to experience the supernatural.  Telepathy, spirits, partial OBEs and the rare accidental TK on a small plastic toy (specifically a He-Man sword).  When I reached the age of 14 I realized that I was different and I began my studies.  At first, I put religion under suspicion and read up on the major ones.  I quickly realized they were essentially the same message with different emphasis depending on the author(s) or translators. After a long string of clairvoyant dreams and learning about meditation I discovered the collective mind (for simplicity consider it the internet of the mind). 

In recent years it has slipped away from me due to stress from a difficult marriage and four kids.  I now seek to reclaim the quiet and confident mind that being spiritually and psionically centered gave me all those years ago.