I hope that I don\'t end up being an annoying tag along with a neverending sack of questions that seems to only have all the time in the world to nag.
Moving back to the point. I have always been into something \'deeper\' or something \'else\', what I mean is the manipulating of forces that isn\'t exactly all that visable. And after off and on browsing, seeking and dabbling in many things (wicca, magick, forces, noetics -long list of other items) I landed on Psionics. I had browsed it for a while and have now decided to look into it (why I am here)
But enough with my life story. As a beginner I want to ask out to you guys (and girls) a few questions and opinions. Just tag me if I ramble on... Anyway, most pressing forward.
Sometimes when I seat myself to start anything psionic I get a tinge of a headache. I\'m not sure why it happens but it just occours when I seat myself and begin preparing (mediatation, focus or whatever I use). Does anyone else get this or am I just choosing bad times? It has been really hot and nasty weather and it only really happens when it\'s bad but maybe you can shed some light on this? ~
When I read up and started with my psiballs I could make one quickly and work with it but they often last long even when I shell it. Is this just a practice thing?~
And lastly, while I can make can work with constructs and such.. I have no luck with any other area (Only been trying two weeks and I still am.) Could I just be slow with things? I\'ve tried the wheel and flipping a coin but I can\'t get the grip of it. I usually practice for 20 minutes after clearing my head and have just started recording things.
Oh, which reminds me... I think I had it spin once but couldn\'t be sure. It was in a blastic tinthing (upside down) and I was focusing on it and visualizing when I had the odd urge to clench my knees (bad habbit). I think it spun about a quarter when I turned my attention back to it. I\'ve heard the wheel was a pretty easy thing to do but I just can\'t grip it. Am I doing something wrong?