About a month ago, I started doing some things that I never thought truly possible, and now I need some advice about how to further my understanding and develop whatever it is that is happening.
For about 3 years, I was tormented off and on by evil entities, but about 2 months ago, I had a some sort of spiritual awakening. I guess I accidentally tapped into my spirit or soul or subconscious or whatever you want to call it, and since then I have been experiencing a bunch of weird things: "seeing" a bright white light around me (I see others' too, but theirs are never as big and bright as mine, I can also make their light stronger or weaker), "seeing" a bubble around me kind of protecting me, feeling others' emotions and possibly thoughts, being visited by my dead grandfather (twice), sending messages/emotions telepathically, "hearing" something that sounds like a frequency wave (once), strange sensations in my body, changing the temperature of water when I got angry (once), constantly knowing things before they happen.
Some of you may think I'm crazy, so I won't go into too much detail. But one evening, I think I helped save a life or watched a life be saved by leaving my body when I heard a girl screaming (in my head).
Oftentimes, I do things & have absolutely no idea how I did it. Some things are easier for me to do & I do on a regular basis or accidentally do once as if naturally. I'm not sure what all of this means, but I have began meditating and would like to develop whatever this is. If anyone has insight on what is happening to me and/or where to start to better understand & develop my abilities (including the basics, I really don't understand what I am doing or how- sometimes I try & it doesn't work), I would love to hear what you have to say!