Hi everyone, I'm new to the forum and to psionics also. I discovered psionics 4 weeks ago after realising telekinesis was real, and I wanted to delve further, because who doesn't wanna be able to move shit with they're mind right? So I read articles on psipog, etc and I thought I better start with simple stuff; psiballs, EM - all that jazz. I practiced for 10 mins each day til I was able to make a psi ball, or at least I think I did... I felt magnetic pulsing, heat, and random magnetic oscillation type of thing which gained more "power" the longer I concentrated... GREAT!
So after making my first few psi balls, the "psi ball" feeling was CONSTANTLY in my hands, it wouldnt leave at all, it didn't really get annoying. After attempting to shell and program a psi ball to stay there and remain in place, the psi ball feeling wouldn't leave my hands when I let go of the supposed psi ball, my hands would keep pulsating as If I was holding one and there would be nothing there that I could feel.
So I figured, I'll just go ahead with the Psychokinesis and attempt to move the psi wheel, which I did so in an air draft free environment, mouth covered etc, and I had my hands by my sides just to be extra careful. I was able to make it shake alot after ... 2 days and move slightly to the right and left, but I have yet to make it spin a full 360. Anyway, during my PK sessions my hands would become PAAAAACKED with psi, and I figured - it must be emitting psi from my hands to move the wheel - so I attempted to put just my right hand around the wheel, to which it moved better.
I stopped shortly after because I was getting a strange sensation in the palm of my hand, it was like there was a small circle being pressed into my palm, and it felt like a sort of "wind" was in my palm. Basically, I knew then that my hand was "open" and was emitting psi, I could feel it, without a doubt. The next day I attempted to make a proper psi ball, my right hand that had been "opened" and shell it, and add heat. I set it down on a table and I THINK... definetly not sure, I could feel a heat in that area. So to be a bit more sure I made a psi ball in my right hand, and ran two fingers through it, and I felt a definite disruption against my palm. Did the same with my left hand, I didn't feel a disruption, a slight heat but thats normal body heat I think. However the same thing happens after letting go of the psi ball, I still have the sensation in my hands. Plus, now when I'm just going about my business, not doing psionics the psi in my right hand is alot more definitive and prominent than my left, normally they were equal but now I feel it ALOT more in my right.
So here are the questions...
Does this happen to you? I mean the constant feeling of psi in your hand, do you feel like psi is trapped in your hand or if its freely pouring out? What could this be? Do you actually think I made a psi ball?
I'd really appreciate it if you guys could help me out, and give me tips and pointers on EM and answer my questions as to what the hell this is... because its a hindrance, if I can't even make and program a simple psi ball >.<