This is my first post here, and I'm hoping things will go over well! I was part of a "Psychic" community a few years ago, but have been so busy with life (that's how they want it right?), I'm only finally getting back into "me".
Anyhow, I have a multitude of "abilities" that I've experienced from a young age, but I've always had a hard time identifying, or finding anyone else with similar seemingly "psychic" phenomena.
I wont go on explaining everything in this post, the only one I wish to discuss is the one that is so prevalent in my life. I haven't been able to find a specific definition for it, nor have I found testimonials of anyone else with a similar ability.
As I type this, it's so much harder to put to words than I had thought it would be.
When I look at someone, I immediately know who they are, even if it's not the person they are showing to the world. It seems to be when I see someones eyes, however, it happens so frequently now that it just seems to be every time I look at an individual.
I don't get specifics (usually), but I get a good sense of the type of person I'm looking at, their mood, their personality. It's like I've known the person a good amount of time to be able to accurately surmise this persons personality.
Now I've always brushed it off as just being human condition to judge people, or assess threats from a baser instinct point of view. Then, recently, I started asking people. Very rarely do I express the seemingly telepathic "feelings" I get from people. I've always been very...reluctant to share, from fear of rejection, being wrong, being embarrassed...ect.
Anyhow, it seems that when I actually engage in conversation with someone that I'm "reading", without them knowing of course, I get a feeling of reminiscence. The person I'm speaking to directly reminds me of someone in my life, and I build from there. Its like my brain interprets the information I'm getting from the subject, as memories or as people I know in my life that are similar to what I'm picking up from the subject. I hope that makes sense.
In fact, any of the precognition I've experienced has always been relayed to me as a feeling of a memory. A feeling that is not mine, but "feels" like I'm recalling a memory, and then it would come true moments later. But thats a theory for another post.
Not only have I been correct in every person I've gone up to and felt ballsy enough to throw random stuff at strangers, but on several occasions I've picked up on their deepest desires in life. Several times I've identified people wanting to own restaurants, had a deep connection with their highschool teacher that directly lead them to where they are today, or more notably this one girl who I saw briefly laying on a piano like in the 40s, with a shimmering dress...almost like a Marilyn Monroe type of glamorous performer on stage of a swarthy piano bar singing.
I've actually only spoken to 3 people. I'm my own best critic...and its like a force myself to believe in it being a coincidence...but since I've been able to confirm these feelings with these people, I've felt a bit more empowered to explore.
So that aside, I HAVE to mention that when I go out on a weekend (I'm 25), and I drink...its like my abilities and awareness are enhanced. Obviously when I get to a point of no return on the alcohol scale I'm a wreck and everything is a blur. But, after I've had a few beers and I'm more relaxed, it seems to flow to me easier. I surmise it's because I've let my guard down a bit more than usual, and I'm allowing information to come at me? I don't know.
Also I've realized that when I am actually speaking to someone and we're talking about what I'm reading and more information is flowing into me that I relay to the subject, I rub my thumb and index finger together on my right hand. Totally subconsciously. Has anyone heard of that before?
Anyhow...thanks for reading. Sorry it's so long winded. I planned on writing something small....but it just flowed out of me.
Thanks again for any input you can give.