I experienced my first shared dream/telapthic communication last summer. I continued experimenting with it (naturally) until September when things got totally out of control. I couldn't stop broadcasting basically every thought I was having. It began with my neighbor, then my block, my neighborhood and it just kept snowballing out of control.
I've found ways to deal with it since then. I was on Abilify (anit-psychotic/mood stablizer) which helped some while I was taking it but for unavoidable reasons I had to stop. I have tried meditation (not as much as I should) among other things but it keeps happening again again and again.
I had to drop out of school because of it. It happens at work; I actually had a coworker come up to me without any other cause and tell me "You have to keep looking forward, trust in God." I've had people flick me off in the street for no other reason. I've had people come up to me during parties and at clubs and tell me to chill out.
When I've gotten depressed I've asked people to kill me. Some of them listened and ask for my number or more information. I'm scared that they've begun tracking my movements.
I've had people tell me they know what part of the city I'm in when it happens. People know about my family, background, past loves, changing living situations.
If you have any advice or questions please let me know...
Discussed and addressed via IRC.
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