For years, I've been able to do really weird things. Things that most people would probably call superhuman/supernatural. But i do them, just by being...me, i guess, lol. Every experience i've ever had, for as far back as i can remember, i tend to ponder, analyze, and dissect until I reach the very root of why i am having that specific feeling. I didn't talk until I was about five years of age, and a lot of the doctors thought i may be autistic. But Turns out I'm not, lol. Anyway, I've been able to get it to the point where i don't feel pain anymore, (or hardly ever). I've done this by analyzing where the pain originates. I stubbed my toe once, and it hurt, and my mind began doing it's thing, and I tracked the origin all the way back to the first insecurity i ever had about myself years prior to stubbing my toe. My theory suggested that all physical pain is determined about how confident one is, and how many insecurities they have. Think about it; people in a rage don't feel pain. Why? Because they are fully, and 100% in the moment, and 100% confident, and 100% devoted to pummeling whoever they are angry at through a wall, lol. Pain is merely a message going to your brain. I have eliminated almost all experiences of pain by telling myself: My mind is an answering machine, and pain is a message...I don't need to listen to it, lol, deleted.
But today, i fear I may have done something a little risky. I have been pretty depressed lately, and so I decided to test another theory of mine. Invulnerabilty. If i lived: I would know my theory worked. If I died: I would have the pleasure of being able to see what's next in my journey. lol.
I hopped onto a fourwheeler, and went out by an old dirt road that they fenced in due to the pipe line being there. The gates are made of cast iron steel, and are semishort, and horizontal acroos the road. My experiment: Crash the fourwheeler into the gate at top speed.
This was a forestry fourwheeler, so top speed was only 65 miles per hour. Only. lol. I got way back and hit it full throttle in the highest gear setting. When I was nearing the gate i was goin too fast to stop, however i began to think that maybe it was such a good idea. But it was too late. I crashed into it full on. The chain that lockes the gates are thicker than thumb, and are doubled. They snapped instantly, but the impetus sent me flying into a tree twenty five feet away at nearly seventy miles per hour.
while flying towards what would be concenred certain death for most, I was able to visualize my body becomindg hardened like a stone. I then made myself believe i was only gonna fly for a couple feet, and only at a low speed. Instead I slammed into the tree faster than a sports car. I was in shock for a couple minutes, but then realized what had happened. I tried getting up, but my right leg wouldn't work. i told it to work, and then i could feel it, and I was able to get up, but i fell down again. I saw the handle bars of the fourwheeler laying next to me, with the module. the numbers 67 were burned into it, and a bunch of wires had been ripped out. I realized that I was missing my helmet, i crawled around looking for it, and saw it by the tree. The visor and side had been crushed. I mustve pulled it off while in shock. Either that or it got ripped off some how. I came to my sneses again and was able to walk over to the fourwheeler with out too much effort. The tree had a split in it, and the fourwheeler was totalled and the gate was dented. I began making my way down the road where i got a ride from some guy in a pick up, then i called my parents and told them I had an "accident" but that I'm okay. I had a slight bruise on my hip. That's it. When my dad took the fourwheeler to the shop, the mechanics were dumbfounded that I hadn't been killed. My parents have always known about my abilities, and they never wanted me to tell anyone. But being I was a kid when they told me not to, I told everyone, and they didn't believe me, so i showed them, and now they think I'm a satanist. I think of myself as a philosopher and a scientist, as well as someone who can grasp the concepts of mind over matter very well apparently. I still don't know if this little "experiment" was such a good idea, but now I know something for sure: I can psyche myself into being damn near invincible. lol
Wow dude
If you are not lying then certainly you have got great abilities
And controlling pain is an awesome ability
How did you do it?
You have said that you went into the root of the problem
Can you explain more deeply
I will be thankful
Welcome to the forum, Psion!
That's interesting.
That's a good tip, thanks!
Can't call myself too confident. Though, I haven't analyzed my feelings very deeply either.
Why were you feeling depressed?
Other than that, don't f***in do that again. You're messing with the health of your parents there.
As to how I use my abilities, it's difficult to explain, but I'll do my best to.
With each experience I have, whether it be eating, , or an accident like stubbing a toe or something, my mind tends to ponder the experience rather than thinking about "Ouch!" or whatever it may be. For the next example, I'll use the toe stubbing thing. This is exactly what i was thinking in the following moment after stubbing my toe: "Ow, there's pain in my toe. Why's there pain? Well duh, I stubbed it, haha, but why does it send those specific frequencies to my brain? How? I feel like a wuss, I hope nobody sees, but then again, I shouldn't think like that. Why do so many males in today's society think showing emotion is bad? Seriously? It's almost as if i could walk up to any male, aske him how he's doing, and he'll probably either say 'fine/okay' 'pissed off' or 'horny'. You hardly ever see a guy crying on the shoulder of some other guy expressing his feelings of sadness. I wonder why? It may be because males have too much testosterone most likely, because women express their emotions quite effectively. Maybe that's why i look like a wuss to people sometimes, because I'm more open about my feelings. I bet that's it. I shouldn't feel so bad. Why should I feel bad about something I have no control over? It's a waste of time really. I wonder if the pain is caused by how someone feels mentally...I know when I'm angry I don't feel pain...probably because I'm not worried about it, due to being focussed on the current moment. I don't hold onto stuff in the past when I'm angry...I shouldn't in my day to day life either, lol, it's quite foolish when you think about it, huh. I'll try that out, I bet that an indicduals past insecurities have quite the dramatic affect on their bodies. I should chill more."
And that's what went through my mind when i stubbed my toe, lol, and with that bit of pondering, I was able to tap into my insecurities, and let go of them, and I have found that it's way more difficult for me to feel pain, because I'm not stuck in the past. And that's how I went about finding the root of the problem concerning pain: Insecurities of the way one persceives themself. Hope this helps! :)
I get depressed a lot, because i fear not being able to fit in anywhere. It's one of those insecurities I'm working on. Also, another thing I can do that helps in developing my abilities, is being able to actually feel the neurons connecting in my brain, stimulating specific parts. It's like I can physically feel them, but its so subtle that it's aklmost kinda like a sense, but maybe it feels that way because there thousands of them, and there's a lot of imput. I can focus, and thenshift where the nuerons go to stimulate various parts of my brain. I usually practice by making it go in circles. I find my left frontal lobe is very receptive to the stimulation, but the back of my brain, in the right corner needs the most work, it almost feels like static bakck there, kinda like how a dvd skips when it's scratched or something. I'm thinking maybe there's some kind of repressed memory back there. I know when I try to remember something, my eytend to dift upwards and to the right, and then the nuerons start connecting back there, but once the stimulation begins, i forget what i was trying to remember....lol, sorryy if that sounded confusing. I'm going to start doing some self hypnosis, to see if there is a memory back there. i do the "Eye Test" a lot. i find that when someone is trying to remeber, their eyes drif up to the right, when they feel guilty, they go down to the right, when they are lying they drift down to the left, then circle towards the left side, while they try to construct false information, when someone is remenessing, or daydreaming, and/or slightly distracted/tired, they drif up to the top left. when they are constructing a visualisation, or are in a trance like stae, they look straight ahead. I have used this "test" in conversations, and I can easily tell what is going on in people's heads whn i talk to them. Many of my friends think I'm "reading their minds" but then i explain the science behind it, they just get confused so i jst tell them it's just a skill of mine. lol, but no, so far I can not actually, and literally "read minds" but I can pretty much tell what's going on in there when talking to someone, then when i gather the information thats being given verbally, combined with their various gesticulation, as well as there visual eye patterns, then i can pretty much "read their minds" lol. anyway...sorry if I'm not making any sense. Peace! :D
@[i]the Psion[/i]: Yeah. I guess my biggest fear is loss of control aka geisting. Second biggest one is fear of failure. Need to figure out how to root these out. For me, the insecurities seem to locate somewhere in the chest area, causing tension that is sometimes released with a strike of pain.
I don't think this method of reading state of mind by the direction of the eyes works on me. I've noticed that I have a habit of avoiding eye contact and looking in random directions around the person I'm talking to no matter what it is that I'm talking about.
With eye contact, weird stuff has happened. Visions of their lives, thought patterns and stuff. A body jump occurred once (accidentally moved their head instead of mine).
If you're interested in reading minds, I would suggest practicing empathy. Focusing on the feelings of places, other people and trying to decompress as much info as possible from these feelings.
Thanks for the reply dude
I guess the real point is to figure out your insecurities and deal with them
I will try that and reply soon
Really focus on getting rid of them alltogether while you deal with them, lol. God luck! and be sure to tell me your results! :D
Hey dude
I have tried your method and my results arent as awesome as yours but now I can feel my pain disappear
Though not completely
But now i am able to reduce the intensity of pain which i experience normally
Psion, I like your pain redaction method. It seems to be very in depth.
My personal method stems from unintended words of wisdom. "Nothing else matters." When I am focused I can endure just about any pain with a straight face and maintain a conversation. From experience I know that I can talk to a doctor while he is prying under an ingrown toenail and I can take 10% capsicum pepper spray to the face without a wince (even if I had to use my fingers to hold my eyes open). The calm spoken phrases I've used at least once -- I think I broke my... yep I broke my toe. Dang it, I just broke my finger, no, it's just a fracture. I think you pulled just a little too far that time (self defense class, torn finger ligament).
a7, you'll never make the pain vanish completely. The goal is to block the messages from getting into your thought processing or replacing them with "not so bad" alternative messages. Pain is an effective self preservation tool, you don't want to do away with it entirely.
Psion, about the depression, there is the possibility that it could be a simple fix symptom. I too suffer from the random bouts of depression. If you are expending a lot of energy then you should pay very close attention to your diet. A simple phrase like "sugar is bad, greens are good" can wind up saving your life.
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