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Took all day.
Pc Recovery.
Went on re setup things.
Downloaded avast
Updated avast
Reset the computer for a bootupscan

Found 5 Trojans and Adware!

Gawd. At least thing's are almost back to normal had to do

116 windows updates

My Ati Catalyst control center isn't working
And a few things probably need reinstalling.

On the bright side if this is failure and they resurface I now have time to backup files that I want. Now I can get things back on track. Well Nuclear Meltdown Averted, Blog Readers.

Well back to my wii, My computer got hit by a virus, putting my anti virus out of commision, And god knows what else. The computer is so slow I can't start anything to even try to fix the computer. Not a January 2nd I expected Blog readers

Right so first things first. Behold!
This is a Link click it for download That there is what I call success. Awesome profound superific success. It's a Psiwheel by the way and it's turning counterclock wise. (Finally)

Okay now that is out of the way...
I'm getting my overloaded headaches again.. Which sucks, It's been snowing for days and days. Places where it has not shoveled is about a foot high. And there is snow piles that tower over three cars stacked on top of each other Well they had to shovel the snow somewhere. I haven't seen concrete in days.

Now for... Clairvoyant Vision! Now in technicolor (that's a Joke)

Okay so...
India.. Cake.. Some guy eats the cake.. He falls to the floor. Poison!

Mexico.. Maraca's... Well I hope there maracas. Not much else

Puff! The Magic Dragon.. Okay Random..

And...Millions of tiny people running trampling something four times bigger than them.

Okay so. Right now it's January 2nd And things are going to be changing a lot. Stay tuned Blog Readers

Sweet. I got new Speakers and a Sub woofer for the computer so no more headphones all the time. And things always sound better with a sub woofer makes things sound there instead of coming from the speakers. I haven't posted in a few days you can blame Christmas for that. Right well back to blogging!

Time for a dream. I went onto a bus to a school of some sort. It has tall buildings mostly white. I go into one of the tall buildings about the 17th floor. It was a long elevator ride. It seems to be an apartment building. I go knock on one of the doors. I think it was... 1702 Not exactly sure. A Woman opens the door and she is surprised to see me. She lets me in were talking I can't exactly make out the words. I sit down and she puts a cat on my head and starts to massage my shoulders. I fall down because of how awesome the massage was. I still feel the effect of the massage by the way. After I leave and go back down. Right below is a snake Coiled around a small tree watching me. I wake up. from a loud noise of pots and pans. That's about it for now Blog Readers.

Huh Well here I am with two websites that I put my blog on. That means people who view psionslair.tk that doesn't view here can see it. I took some time off writing these Blogs. Thought of a few things, discovered I stink at fictional writing. Still terrified of writing (non-fictional) Articles though. So here I am, Stuck in the middle. I think I have fixed my sleep schedule. This is the fastest and easiest way to fix it. Stay up all night and stay awake as long as possible. Say 12:00pm Then go to bed with no alarm clock, Sleep in don't look at the clock just sleep for as long as you need. For me? I slept 5 hours more than usual and now I woke up at 5:00am! Which means my sleep schedule is almost back to normal. I Didn't have enough milk for my cereal this morning which sucked. What doesn't suck is my 3 selection of juices. 100% not from concentrate orange juice (That's the good stuff btw) Pineapple juice (100%) and Pineapple Orange Banana. Good stuff, good stuff. I stopped manipulating the weather. I'm to terrified of a (Butterfly) effect happening. But what sucks is that the temperature here has dropped to -29 again. Well It's cold here Blog Readers.

Ok, turns out im quite a way along with what Im working on. My original goal was higher awareness and figuring out the whole higher self thing. The Zen state is becoming kind of natural now, its like a state of just being. From what I know, most impulses or thoughts are created based on past thought and what some call the ego. If its controlled, it will shut up and that is when we have progression in the spiritual path. You need to master the mind; you are not your physical mind as they say. I have seen on a few instances what I call a state of just being; though stops for a while and you get to see how the other side (real self) thinks and sees. It amazing and quite different from our waking life. There is no action, just an eternal state of being.
My new goal is to understand this thinking and to use it as much as possible. Some of my base ideas may also be a bit wrong, though that is going into complex territory. Im not sure if it is conditioning or just a misunderstanding somewhere.
I know reality as we know it really isn't that real. I've seen stuff beyond here and I know what's out there. Maybe what I am trying to say is:

** WAKE UP ALREADY **

This is cool so dam cool. Okay as you readers know I have been getting it warmer here sending it south and all that. And look at this~! This is crazy! Even more since it used to be -30 now it's -14 here. Okay Awesome Accomplishments aside... I got this to say. (Here is another news link)

"In the Santa Clarita area north of Los Angeles, a wind gust caused a helicopter to crash, killing an electrical worker on the ground and leaving the pilot with minor injuries, county fire Inspector Frank Garrido said."

"Heavy rain also fell in some parts of Southern California through the day.

Near the California-Mexico border, San Diego firefighters and lifeguards evacuated 21 people along the overflowing Tijuana River, said spokesman Maurice Luque. They included 12 to 15 people who were on high ground outside a home, surrounded by up to 4 feet of water.

Five people were taken out by helicopter, while others were escorted in Border Patrol all-terrain vehicles, Luque said. Three men were taken to a hospital for treatment of hypothermia.

"About 50 horses also were evacuated, but three others drowned and one was euthanized after tripping on barbed wire, Luque said."

"Massive backups developed below all the passes, which authorities hope to have reopened Thursday."

Blog Readers, was it worth it?

In case you readers are wondering. Euphoria is a state of extreme happiness. In this case Serotonin a chemical in the brain that causes happiness all rushed out at once. So once again I can listen to things like....I Feel Good-By James Brown And One I found today called Flagpole Sitta-By Harvey Danger Without Being Annoyed. Anyways I got good news today aside from that. My Psiwheel Can move. But only the way I done it the first time so far and that is with my hand next to it. And I don't want that. What if I lose my hands?...Then I'm screwed! That's what. It does still twitch when underneath a glass bowl (Which keeps getting stolen for baking) Okay Okay. Now a little history on my emotions. Oh no Emotion talk! Now now settle down no need to run.
Think of it as a flat line. FLAT Like one of those heart rate things and the poor soul is dead. That is Ambvient Say it with me now. Ambvient. That is having no emotion. No Happy no Depressed no Sad no Anger. You get the point. However. I do still get emotions but they settle back to flat line very quickly. Of course that never gets in the way of humor and being light hearted. Yes. Okay News Flash!
Serotonin Kicks in and releases all at once. Boom! Euphoria! Ahah It's nice You got to admit Even better since I don't do drugs, Drink, or even sniff scented markers. Okay. Now that is out of the way now for business. Okay so there isn't any business but I still have more things to say. Okay I wonder what I see...I see a Black Cardboard Box Surrounded by the normal brown Cardboard Box Brethren. It's not open but I really do wonder what's in it. It's in a warehouse. And now for some bad news. Oh no! I had no dream last night so I can't share it. How sad is that. And I believe I'm done for now Blog Readers

Just had one of these moments where I realized I don't know as much as I thought. That the fun thing about Psionics, you think you have it figured and then you realize you know a lot less. My aim was to get rid of most of the noise, and to a certain extant its worked, just seems to be quite a bit of background noise still. The mind if a really dynamic form an it is up to us to train it which means always being focused and in the now.
I was wondering about telekinesis and how to get it to work. Go raid the forum if you want to learn this. My thinking is that the object you are trying to move is not really there, what we are probably trying to move is a bunch of energy that represents that object. There has to be some energy there for that object to be there, but what we are seeing and interacting with is probably a hologram or at least not as solid as we think it is. I am not really interested in telekinesis as an ability, though it would be nice to move stuff, or maybe attack people with forks from several hundred miles away . What I really want to know is roughly how it works, mainly out of interest. That should be enough for now.

Warning today's Blog contains some words not suitable for children, readers discretion is advised

I have all three today. When I went to bed I had quite a Nasty Dream.

Setting. Medieval
Style. 80's Cartoon

The City is in flames. Men in blue Armor Wielding Axes and Swords. Killing all the People within which is wearing red. Everything but the skin color hair color and eye color and the blue armor is in a shade of red. There was on tragic scene where a moderately big sized woman in a peasant dress was looking for her baby. She found the baby but as she stood up and looks at her child a blue man with a blonde mustache decapitates her with a big axe. The baby starts crying the woman falls the man catches the baby and carries the small child away. Another Scene was a small boy and his big eared dog. A Well here is a picture They are hiding underneath a bench Watching the carnage take place. Only to find there hiding spot became there prison as they are burned alive. Ouch! All in all a nasty 80's Cartoon Dream I hope that one doesn't repeat.

Now if anyone is still reading.
A few things are happening today My weather forecast shows warming to about -17 degrees
And on December 23 the extended forecast says -8 Degrees!

My Blog might be expanding to two places. It's going to be the same entry however. Psion's Lair.
Yeah Good Buddy of mine runs it. I signed up for thepsiworld.net It's a big place now. Lots of forum posts unlike here. Which is sad.. You people should post more instead of not looking or lurking. Already posted there about 17 times already Which you have to admit is fast.

Am I insane? Do I see the world through a crazy mans eyes? Do I think in a way that is not healthy?
Am I insane?

That is all for now Blog Readers